Friday, April 19, 2013

not to sound...

Okay not to be rude but as much as I love my friends the more things get in my way of me being me. So my friend Chrissy she dated this dude right and while they were dating I became friends with him and everything they been through he was the first to tell me and Chrissy told me too but after she told Sevena so yeah. Well one night I was on facebook and Chrissy told me that he change his relationship status to "it complicated" so I messaged him asking what was going on and he told me he doesn't love her, it's not the same feeling that he had for her from the get go and how he feels bad because he mislead her and now she's got a lot going on the last thing he wants to do is hurt her. Meanwhile she told me how much she loves him and if anything was suppose to happen to their relationship she would be very upset. So it kind of bother me because I already knew how he felt so I told her to tell him how she feels, me hoping it would fix everything. I guess not but after all of that she told me she still loves him after they broke up and she wanted me to solve  it. I agreed to it to be honest I don't know why but I go up to him and ask do you still like Chrissy and his answer was no I hate her. So i went back and told her that and she wanted to talk to him so i went and got him and on the way to Sevena's locker he grabbed my hand so she saw that and was pissed off at me. damn its so simple there a reason to everything and there's a reason y'all broke up just leave it alone but now I recently hit him up on facebook telling him that there was something important I had to tell him but it was going to ruin our friendship but he promise me it wouldn't so I told him that since we stated talking and while you and Chrissy were in your last trimester of the relationship I started to develop feeling towards you so I left it at that now look where we are very happy and together( I think) but still I enjoy being around him but of course it's the girls I have to deal with but honest to everything in my life I don't care what they think anymore because if you guys were my real friends you would be happy for me no matter what but at the end of the day they're still my family and I still love so yeah Ohana means family and family means nobody gets left behind. Never would I ever be torn between my girls and this guy.